2011-03-18 - 3:48 p.m.

Deep breathe.

Sometimes I just get filled with this restless, bored feeling. It makes me want to go a little crazy.It makes me want to get fucked up and high and do whatever drugs I can get ahold of. It somehow makes me feel like myself.
And right now I can't even find pot.

SHIT.

Massive amounts of alcohol will have to suffice.

I'll need to find something to distract me this weekend.

regrets - hopes

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