2022-06-21 - -
2022-06-21 - -
2022-06-21 - Untitled
2022-06-16 - -
2022-06-16 - I don't want to anymore
2022-05-07 - -
2022-05-03 - Out of place
2022-03-23 - Lucky
2022-03-22 - She's a Jar
2022-03-13 - -
2022-03-10 - batten the hatches
2022-03-08 - lunch break
2022-03-08 - -
2022-03-07 - Satisfaction
2022-03-05 - self reflection
2018-01-09 - -
2018-01-09 - -
2017-11-04 - -
2017-11-04 - like a baby
2017-08-05 - I'm ready
2017-07-29 - fuck
2017-07-29 - Just keep on drinking
2017-07-28 - Lalalala
2017-07-28 - Lalalala
2017-03-09 - Fuck this bullshit
2017-01-31 - Always struggling.
2017-01-19 - Getting older but still the same
2015-10-06 - impossible
2015-08-31 - -
2014-11-22 - it never gets better
2014-07-26 - -
2014-07-22 - -
2014-07-20 - it's a hollow place
2014-07-19 - alone
2014-07-18 - Yeah I just don't know
2014-07-17 - I remember everything
2014-07-16 - back to the familiar. .. songs on repeat
2014-03-08 - fuck it and whatever
2013-11-21 - ....
2013-11-21 - ....
2013-10-20 - farther away
2013-10-15 - -
2013-09-14 - mood swings
2013-09-09 - -
2013-08-27 - panic attack
2013-07-30 - sorrow waited; sorrow won
2013-07-29 - Damn this Feeling
2013-07-25 - ____
2013-07-17 - I'll be fine
2013-07-17 - overwhelmed
2013-06-24 - recollections
2013-06-09 - just say how to make it right
2013-05-20 - something unexpected
2013-05-09 - I couldn't tell you
2013-05-08 - Until I am Whole
2013-05-06 - long black night
2013-05-03 - A heartbreaking plan
2013-05-03 - just stay alive
2013-05-02 - I need you like water in my lungs
2013-04-24 - too much
2013-04-24 - too much
2013-04-04 - a rebel without a clue
2013-04-01 - -
2013-03-28 - I Make the Same Mistakes
2013-03-21 - whore
2013-03-15 - just keep on trucking
2013-03-15 - just keep on trucking
2013-02-24 - I make the same mistakes
2013-02-10 - maybe i do have a heart
2013-01-29 - dark angel
2013-01-28 - unsteady hands
2013-01-28 - unsteady hands
2013-01-27 - tell me how I dream
2013-01-21 - sleep is my friend and my rival
2013-01-13 - dirty bitch
2013-01-10 - slow it down
2013-01-09 - I dont feel at all like I fall
2013-01-08 - hollowed out
2012-12-30 - moving on
2012-11-19 - the words that should have been said just went unheard
2012-11-18 - colder than the arctic ocean
2012-11-15 - -
2012-11-13 - looking for the good
2012-11-12 - held back with uncertainty
2012-11-07 - unreasonable
2012-11-06 - looking like shit
2012-10-28 - -
2012-10-26 - the weight of words
2012-10-14 - finally
2012-07-15 - hmmm
2012-07-08 - ready for a change
2012-07-03 - need you like water in my lungs
2012-07-02 - i guess i suck
2012-07-01 - -
2012-06-30 - heavy hearts
2012-06-29 - someday I'll know
2012-06-28 - seize the day
2012-06-27 - hurtsadmadangry
2012-06-27 - nothing ever stays the same
2012-06-26 - unsure
2012-06-26 - I just don't know
2012-06-21 - kicking and screaming
2012-06-20 - Oh my
2012-06-19 - blurry nights
2012-06-17 - older and still prone to bad decisions
2012-06-13 - -
2012-06-12 - -
2012-06-12 - digging my feet in
2012-06-11 - panic
2012-06-10 - I never learn
2012-06-09 - fever chill
2012-06-09 - I was afraid I'd eat your brains
2012-06-08 - I see stars when the sun is shining
2012-06-06 - I could really use a shoulder or a knife to the heart
2012-06-06 - fuck me
2012-06-05 - not something I would recommend but it is one way to live
2012-06-04 - the descent begins
2012-06-03 - crossing the line
2012-06-02 - -
2012-06-02 - -
2012-06-02 - drop by
2012-06-01 - disappear
2012-06-01 - Rip off
2012-06-01 - <3
2012-06-01 - once in awhile
2012-05-31 - it's funny how things make sense when your lonely
2012-05-30 - shake it off
2012-05-29 - long sigh
2012-05-28 - I don't love anyone
2012-05-27 - stop thinking
2012-05-27 - shitfuck
2012-05-27 - -
2012-05-26 - oh shit
2012-05-26 - and a calmness descends
2012-05-25 - quiet
2012-05-23 - tread softly
2012-05-22 - uncertain times
2012-05-19 - summer skin
2012-05-18 - embarrassed
2012-05-18 - -
2012-05-13 - Breakdown
2012-05-12 - turning my orbit around
2012-05-12 - restless
2012-03-22 - beneath these ribs
2012-01-14 - -
2012-01-14 - -
2011-05-10 - wake and be fine
2011-03-31 - dizzy
2011-03-31 - what goes up
2011-03-26 - we belong in a movie
2011-03-24 - ready
2011-03-24 - too tired to drown
2011-03-24 - -
2011-03-24 - take the edge off
2011-03-23 - Another thing coming undone
2011-03-23 - Just fuck it
2011-03-23 - speechless
2011-03-22 - in the grip of a hurricane
2011-03-19 - don't look
2011-03-18 - distraction
2011-03-17 - out of focus
2011-03-15 - manic
2011-02-06 - tough luck
2010-12-02 - unspoken
2008-10-29 - health clinic
2008-10-19 - just a heartbeat
2007-05-16 - just sing what you feel
2007-05-16 - just sing what you feel
2007-02-23 - sometimes
2007-02-20 - black out
2007-02-10 - spitting bricks
2007-02-08 - rudderless
2007-01-27 - on the verge
2006-12-30 - god damnit
2006-08-24 - god damn
2006-08-17 - whatever gets you through the day
2006-08-15 - Carl
2006-08-14 - i hate it
2006-08-13 - I don't give a fuck
2006-08-02 - the grey remains of a friendship scarred
2006-07-18 - how nice
2006-07-15 - The night is never young
2006-07-06 - whenever you breathe out I breathe in
2006-06-28 - sober
2006-06-27 - fuck me over
2006-06-27 - bruised
2006-06-27 - conversations with myself
2006-06-25 - this is the part of me that needs medication
2006-06-24 - I took a little more of what we take for granted.
2006-06-24 - two easy targets
2006-06-23 - kings among runaways
2006-06-22 - unwanted
2006-06-22 - fuck true love
2006-06-21 - we both go down together
2006-06-20 - a twisted triangle
2006-06-19 - Fuck morals.Fuck romance.Fuck you.
2006-06-18 - slut
2006-06-18 - foolish
2006-06-18 - drunk
2006-06-16 - fields of wheat
2006-06-16 - translucent
2006-06-14 - a constant star
2006-06-14 - slit my throat
2006-06-13 - looking up
2006-06-11 - cut out my heart
2006-06-11 - i am too weak to be your cure
2006-06-11 - he is the lamb she is the slaughter
2006-06-10 - -
2006-06-09 - desperate desires
2006-06-08 - goodbyes
2006-06-07 - I need you like water in my lungs
2006-06-06 - Uncertainty
2006-06-05 - falling
2006-06-05 - disrepair
2006-06-04 - confusion
2006-05-25 - akward moments
2006-05-24 - this can't be
2006-05-20 - short of breath
2006-05-17 - death wish
2006-05-13 - I will die by your hand...
2006-05-11 - -
2006-04-30 - heartbreak and other maladies
2006-02-21 - falling
2005-09-15 - Old habits die hard
2005-08-10 - marriage minded
2005-08-01 - hello again
2005-07-16 - so am I
2005-05-28 - party all the time
2005-05-15 - balancing act
2005-04-05 - oh well, ok
2005-03-30 - losing it
2005-03-27 - acceptance
2005-03-27 - acceptance
2005-03-27 - acceptance
2005-03-15 - one step closer
2005-03-13 - This means you
2005-03-09 - FUCK ALL Y'ALL
2005-03-09 - lonely afternoons
2005-03-02 - honestly ok
2005-03-01 - tonight tonight
2005-02-28 - there's beauty in the breakdown
2005-02-26 - sometimes
2005-02-26 - sometimes
2005-02-26 - Ashley Marie
2005-02-26 - guilt
2005-02-24 - afraid not scared
2005-02-20 - fun
2005-02-18 - flooded
2005-02-17 - fighting like hell
2005-02-16 - ROMANCE IS DEAD
2005-02-16 - ROMANCE IS DEAD
2005-02-16 - ROMANCE IS DEAD
2005-02-14 - alittlealotnotmuch
2005-02-11 - one way street
2005-02-09 - sugar mama
2005-02-08 - lets keep in touch
2005-02-03 - never
2005-01-12 - hurting
2005-01-04 - fuck
2004-12-31 - will 12 months be enough?
2004-12-22 - just an empty space
2004-12-13 - falling back
2004-12-09 - sorry i hate you
2004-11-20 - i think i'm dying
2004-11-02 - I need to shut up
2004-10-12 - winner takes all
2004-10-04 - i need to get away
2004-10-04 - DO NOT CUT
2004-09-13 - wishful thinking
2004-09-10 - things falling apart
2004-09-03 - i met the devil and he was chrome
2004-08-31 - for a simple smile i'd give you the world
2004-08-30 - five leaves left
2004-08-27 - clouds of fluff
2004-08-25 - how did it end up like this
2004-08-23 - You know who you are....
2004-08-19 - mellowed out
2004-08-18 - back on meds
2004-08-17 - if I asked for your help would you walk away?
2004-08-14 - I am shaking so bad.
2004-08-14 - trapped
2004-08-13 - vodka numbs my pain
2004-08-12 - once bitten ... twice...bitten
2004-06-23 - just a shell....
2004-06-23 - just a shell....

keeping it together
I don't feel at all like I fall
the saga continues
everything will be fine
another ded end
and so the winter begins
trying life again
life goes on
summer, will I survive it?
the beginning

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