2006-06-06 - 7:02 p.m.

Hidden from view but the sharp stinging pain reminds me. Arms and legs are off limits but she'll never check anywhere else. What she doesn't know won't hurt her.
I convinced myself today at work that as soon as I got home I was going to end it.I got here and frank was here. He wasn't supposed to be here. Fuck that. So I talked myself out of it by the time I was alone again. I'm so flaky.Maybe it is for the best or maybe I'll talk myself into it one day. The future is uncertain.

regrets - hopes

the past