2001-07-12 - 11:52 a.m.

i wish i had talent.

i wish i was passably pretty.(what a superficial wish). i hate that i want that.

i wish i wasn't so shy.

i wish that i didn't feel the urge to cut everyday.

i wish i didn't have to take medications.

i wish i wish i could be happy for a extended amount of time.

i wish that i didn't cry for no reason.

i wish that i wasn't so sensitive.

i wish i didn't have to go back to school.

i wish frank loved me.

i wish that i wasn't so self concious.

i wish we were regulars at the perk.

i wish i could concentrate.

i wish i could lose weight.(again another superficial wish i hate myself for)

i wish the guilt would go away.

i wish i could be better for my mom.

i wish...

regrets - hopes

the past