2001-06-28 - 9:51 p.m.

Calmness like I have never felt flows through my veins. Disturbing calmness.

I started a couple new medications a few days ago. Risperdal, to help with my depression,anxiety and my mood swings. And Effexor, to help me sleep,calm me down and stifle my urges to cut.

I don't know if the way I feel now is better but it is different.

regrets - hopes

the past