I am, I want...
2001-04-21 - 11:52 p.m.
i'm sad. i'm crazy. i'm alone. i'm scared.
i feel so lost. so stupid. so dead.
i want to cry. to scream. to die.
i can't. WHY?
The end is not near, not near enough. I am scared. i am still drowning. I can hear my heart beating. that is proof i'm alive, right?
regrets - hopes