2001-04-21 - 11:27 p.m.

Today i went to work. I survived. it was hectic. I can't think right now. I went to see Joe Dirt w/ Keith. Woo Hoo! My mind is empty. I am empty. Fuck. I cuss too much. Fuck.haha. It feels like someone is squeezing my heart. the pain... Was quitting the right thing? Is any choice I make ever the right one? I seriously doubt it. I guess I'll try to sleep now, everything is blurry??

Oh Warren always calls when I'm at work. He probably thinks I'm blowing him off or avoiding him or something. I'm not. I just have no courage to call him back. I am not a phone person at all.

Two more days of work. I really don't know if that is good or bad?

regrets - hopes

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