2004-01-19 - 5:23 p.m.

I crave the sting of a sharp blade.

The last two days have been fine.Everything has been going ok.Just normal day to day, nothing special.

But the craving is there.I think I'll cut before we hit VI tonight.Maybe if I cut a little bit now and satisfy the craving I won't go crazy later and mutilate my arm or leg?

Honestly.I really don't give a shit.

So there.

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