2004-01-17 - 11:31 a.m.

Deep breath.Deep sigh.

Do I deserve a chance at what I've always dreamed of?Or should I stay with him because my heart urges me to?

He doesn't want marriage.I want it,and kids and a house.

We've lost all the romance,the passion and in some ways even affection.It breaks my heart.I need these things every now and then.I am only 19.

Can I lose him and survive?

Love is killing me.

regrets - hopes

the past