2017-07-29 - 9:57 p.m.

I'm scared to do it.
My kids would be left with their dad. I just can't. I love them so much. He would destroy their happiness. I'll struggle and cut and slowly disintegrate into nothing but i can't abandon them. I want to die so bad. I'm so scared and so alone. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

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