2015-08-31 - 7:25 p.m.

I might be better off alone.
I'm really mean. I'm a mean person.
I'm sitting in the dark, missing my kids and drinking cough syrup.
I'm wishing I had someone who really understood me. ..
or at least tried to.
I wish I wasn't here.
I'm getting old. There is no excuse for my bullshit anymore.

regrets - hopes

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