2012-11-06 - 6:35 p.m.

Well I've come to the conclusion that while as I get thinner I am maybe at least passable I will never be pretty, or gorgeous or beautiful or even cute.Guys rarely hit on me.I've been told I am too awkward and not very approachable. Great. I am doomed to be alone. At best guys will fuck me but not date me. Oh well. Ok.

sigh.

Maybe I just feel fat today...
Maybe I am just lonely...

regrets - hopes

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