2005-02-28 - 12:20 p.m.

I get these urges every once in awhile.The urge,the need for change.They are so intense I fear that I'll do something extreme just to relieve the itch under my skin.

Please don't let me fuck up.

Drugs.Damage.Desperation.Desire.

I am beginning to wonder who I am? I scarcely recognize myself these days.

No matter how it seems I love you.

regrets - hopes

the past