Frank come home
2002-07-11 - 4:36 p.m.
I have another job interview tomorrow for another job I don't want. Sigh.
I miss Frank so much! I wish he'd come home.
And now for another long ass survey:
01. I hurt: inside
02. I love: Frank
03. I hate: myself
04. I cry: every day
05. I fear: ending up alone
06. I hope: for peace of mind
07. I sadden: when I lose a friend
08. I feel alone: often
09. I kill: oppurtunties
10. I talk: about nothing most of the time
11. I listen: to music
12. I break: dance?
13. I see: laundry I have to fold
14. I smell: soap
15. I taste: nothing
16. I work: never
17. I remember: when I was young
18. I hold: my heart in my hands
19. I hide: when I'm sad
20. I pray: to God
21. I walk: in the rain
22. I drive: a ford tempo
23. I read: trashy romance novels
24. I burn: when frank kisses me
25. I breathe: involuntarily
26: I play: dreamphone with my sister
27. I miss: Frank
28. I touch: the keyboard
29. I want: a cigarette
30. I wish: I had a job
31. I know: that I am loved
32. I said: nothing important
33. I dream: of watercolored roses
34. I have: six dollars
36. I fall: down the stairs
37. I wait: for the phone to ring
38. I need: acceptance
39. I live: with my parents
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: Last night
Laughed?: Last night
Cried?: Two days ago
Bought something?: yesterday,weed
Danced?:yesterday in my room
Were sarcastic?:today when I was talking to keith
Kissed someone?:Last Wednesday, kissed Frank goodbye
Talked to an ex?:Graduation
Watched your favorite movie?: Ghost World
Had a nightmare?: Can't remember
Last book you read: American Psycho
Last movie you saw: The Royal Tenembaums(parts of it anyway)
Last song you heard: a minor place-bonnie "prince" billy
Last thing you had to drink: sierra mist
Last time you showered: this morning
Last thing you ate: a popsicle, yesterday
---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: my hands
2. And least?: everything else
3. How many fillings do you have?: 2
4. Do you think you're good looking?: no
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: Frank does
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: no
1. Do you wear a watch?: no
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: 5 or 6
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: denim
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: prom dress
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: vans
6. Describe your style in one word: comfortable
-- Your Friends --
1. Do your friends 'know' you? Frank does
2. What do they tend to be like?:
My friends are nice and FUN!!!
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: I don't think so?
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: Only Frank
-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band ever?: Ever? That is to hard but for the moment belle and sebastian
2. Most listened to groups: belle and sebastian,bonnie "prince" billy,neutral milk hotel,bright eyes
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: yes
4. Can you play an instrument? no
5. Type of music most listened to?: I don't think there is a certain "type" I listen to more than others
6. Type never listened to?: I think I've listen to almost everything at least once
7. Favorite book?: The Bell Jar
-- Religion --
1. Do you detest religion?: no
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: I have no idea
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: NO
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: death
-- Homosexuality --
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: The same thing I think when I see a guy and a girl holding hands.
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: no
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?:
agree
-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: noi fucking clue
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: rainy day
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: yes
4. Do you feel sympathy for people who commit suicide?: yes
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: lost
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: yes
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: no
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: no
4. Do you own old school Nikes?: no
5. Do you wear tight pants? no
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: no
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: no
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: yes, a few
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: yes
10. Do you own braces?: no
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: yes, but not on me
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: no
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: no
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: no
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: yes
16. Is your hair black or red?: dyed black
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: not really
18. Do you own a bandana?: I think
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: no
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: of course
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: surprisingly enough yes
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: yes
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: no
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: ugh, no
Habits/beliefs
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: no
26. Are you an anarchist?: no
27. Does the American flag anger you?: no
28. Are you "working class"?: yes, if I can find a job
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: I'm out of high school now...
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: not really
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: yes
32. Do you smoke cloves?: yes
33. Are you a thin waif?: I wish
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: no
35. Do you think meat is murder? no
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: occasionally
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: not yet
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: ewww, no
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: no
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: no
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: yes
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: yes
44. Are you a member of Makeout Club?: yes
45. Do you say "rad"?: not that I know of
Age: 18
Birthday: 6/15/1984
Sign: Gemini
Location: Kansas
School: None at the moment, Cowley County in the fall, maybe
Status: steady boyfriend
Crush: Frank
Virgin?: yes, unless you count oral
Natural hair color: dark brown
Current hair color: black
Eye color: blue-green
Height: 5'4
Birthplace: Cleburne, Texas
Shoe size: 7
Parents: Brian and Sheila
Siblings: Keith(15), Ashley(12)
Live with: parents
[favorites]
Number: 4,14
Color: gray, lavendar
Day: May 14th
Month: October
Song: hurt- NIN
Movie: Ghost World
Food: donuts!
Band: Belle and Sebastian
Season: Autumn
Sport: none
Class: History
Teacher: Mr. Buzzi
Drink: vanilla coke,coffee
Veggie: spinach
TV Show: KITH
Radio Station: 92.7 though I rarely listen to the radio
Store: DAV
Word: Charismatic
Animal: dog
Flower: rose
State: Maine
[ this or that ]
Me/You: Us
Coke/pepsi: Coke, though I tend to like them in cycles
Day/night: night
Aol/aim: AIM
Cd/cassette: CD
Jeans/khakis: jeans
Car/truck: car
Tall/short: which do I like better? It doesn't matter.
Lunch/dinner: dinner
NSYNC/BSB: NSYNC
Gap/Old Navy: neither
Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipgloss
Silver/Gold: silver
Alcohol/Weed: depends on my mood but usually alcohol
[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: yes
Do you have a crush?: my boyfriend
How long have you liked him/her: since May 12th 2001
Why do you like this person?: Because they are beautiful(inside and out)
If you're single... why are you single?: N/A
How long was your longest relationship?: 14 months so far
How long was your shortest relationship?: 3 weeks
Who was your first love?: Matt Knight
What do you miss about them?: talking to them about everything
regrets - hopes
the past
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