one more second
2002-01-13 - 12:44 p.m.
Last night I held the bottle in my hand. I counted the pills. I contemplated taking them for a couple hours. In the end I was too scared. I am scared to live and scared to die. I don't know what to do.
I am searching for a sharp sharp blade... but I can't find one. How frustrating!
regrets - hopes