how can i convince you its me i don't like

one more second

2002-01-13 - 12:44 p.m.

Last night I held the bottle in my hand. I counted the pills. I contemplated taking them for a couple hours. In the end I was too scared. I am scared to live and scared to die. I don't know what to do.

I am searching for a sharp sharp blade... but I can't find one. How frustrating!

regrets - hopes

the past

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