2013-04-04 - 8:34 p.m.

Well...

I just feel sad and confused. I don't know. Just bottling it all up and pushing forward.

Got ripped off. Not cool. Though that is the chance you take.
Actually glad it happened.
Fate. Maybe?

Got unlikely and disturbing propostions from a couple friends. What kind of impression am I giving?
I am really going to have to take a harder look at myself.
I know I won't like what I see.

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

I've been binge eating all week.
Gross.
I have to stop.
I am determined to stop.

I wish I knew the right things to say...
I don't
and I doubt I ever will.

I feel like I have so much to say
and no one to say it to.

regrets - hopes

the past