2011-03-24 - 5:33 p.m.

Ok

Let us face the facts.

I'm a part time functioning alcoholic.
I hate myself.
I think things that I would never say, I even think things I would never write.
I am a fuck up.

If you only knew...

I just want to be different.
I want to be better.

oh my.

I can't imagine what it would be like not to want to get fucked up.

I don't want to think anymore

regrets - hopes

the past