2001-04-12 - 10:36 p.m.

my mom told me to go to bed. I can't sleep though, i can never sleep anymore. Tomorrow i go to see a new therapist. i am nervous. Honestly it probably won't help. I've lost all hope that anything will help. everyone keeps saying it will all get better, it'll be ok. When? When will it get better? B/c it is as sure as hell not happening now!!

regrets - hopes

the past