2022-06-16 - 7:23 p.m.

Unfortunately...
I'm not dead...
Yet.

I had an upswing. Things were getting better.
I'm so dumb.
I thought I was better.

I'll never be better.

I have a bunch of insulin. I've been thinking about injecting it all. I'm pretty sure it would kill me.

I'm not good at being a stay at home mom.
I suck at everything.

I don't help enough.

I'm a burden.

Please let me have a strength to kill myself.

regrets - hopes

the past