how can i convince you its me i don't like


2022-03-13 - 11:44 p.m.

I got to drink this weekend. I love getting fucked up. I should have outgrown this urge to be reckless but I haven't.
Oh well.
I'm pretty happy...
Things are ok...
I still keep thinking about killing myself.
I think about the past and everything all at once and I'm embarrassed to be alive. And then the guilt. Guilt about everything and nothing.

regrets - hopes

the past

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