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2022-03-13 - 11:44 p.m.
I got to drink this weekend. I love getting fucked up. I should have outgrown this urge to be reckless but I haven't. Oh well. I'm pretty happy... Things are ok... I still keep thinking about killing myself. I think about the past and everything all at once and I'm embarrassed to be alive. And then the guilt. Guilt about everything and nothing.
regrets - hopes
the past
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