2014-07-17 - 8:27 p.m.

All I could think about all day was breaking a finger or maybe a toe. It makes me cringe just thinking about it. I think I could do it.
I was hoping Greg would come over but well he didn't. I don't know if I can take another night alone. I just feel so scared all the time. I really don't want to be alone much anymore. I just want that comfort of someone next to me.
I'm almost scared to even try to sleep.
This is never going to end.

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