how can i convince you its me i don't like

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2013-11-21 - 5:59 p.m.

I haven't eaten in a few days. I don't want to eat. I feel disgusted by myself. I will never be skinny enough. just forever a big blob of fat.

UGH.

Larry is in jail. I don't know what to tell the kids. He'll most likely be gone for the holidays. What a great father.

I don't see things going anywhere with Greg and I. I don't even feel like thinking about it.

I suck as a girlfriend and as person.

I want to fade into nothingness....