2013-05-20 - 6:33 p.m.
He asked me to be his girlfriend.
I'm in love with him so of course I said yes.
I feel like I am being selfish.
I feel like it isn't fair for him.
He deserves better...
but I am so happy.
He makes me feel safe and loved and he listens and we just connect and I can be myself with him. Really myself too...I don't think I've been more myself with anyone ever. I'm so afraid he is going to change his mind. I'm waiting for him to realize he made a terrible mistake.
I mean I have a lot of problems.
I am going to soak up this happiness while it lasts.
I just feel so...
I don't know... hopeful and apprehensive all at once.
regrets - hopes