I couldn't tell you
2013-05-09 - 3:33 p.m.
I never want to slow down...
I never want to stop...
and yet...
sometimes it is so hard to keep going.
I hate your face.
I hate that I miss when I don't hear from you.
I don't fucking care anyway.
I want to tell you I can't go this weekend. I really shouldn't.
I don't want to hurt your feelings though.I don't not want to spend time with you.
I really shouldn't though.
What a dilemma...
I just want to drink.
I want to drink alot.
I hate thinking. I hate feeling.
The weekend will bring oblivion.
I'll drown my sorrows in moonshine.
I'm thinking of ways to destroy us.
//Even awful dreams are good dreams if you're doing it right.//
regrets - hopes
the past
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