the weight of words
2012-10-26 - 10:45 p.m.
I'm becoming a little too obsessed with my weight I think. I'm not eating enough to concentrate, in fact I feel like I'm barely functioning. Ha ha I don't care. I ate less than 20 grams of fat this week and under 3000 calories. I know it's fucked up but I feel proud of that. I'm dizzy and depressed but whatever.
Feeling confused... ugh
I want to cut.
I'm going to cut.
No one will ever fucking know anyway.
Ha I feel like I'm going to lose it soon.
I'm due a good breakdowm anyway..
I hate myself
regrets - hopes