2012-06-11 - 8:55 p.m.

I got high with larry today.

It was ok.

Sometimes I miss him.Sometimes we have good moments. Part of me loves him and I think I'll always worry about him more than I should. But I don't think we'll ever get back together. It makes me feel sad and relieved at the same time.

I hate crying all the time.

I'm a fucking crybaby.

I'm really really lonely most of the time. I don't really have alot of real friends and most of them are always busy or blowing me off. It is my own fault kinda I don't really like doing things or going places or meeting people.And I'm boring.Ha

I'm tired and sad and lonely and feeling like I would do anything to escape these feelings...

regrets - hopes

the past