how can i convince you its me i don't like

and a calmness descends

2012-05-26 - 8:01 a.m.

Wake and bake.
Having strange thoughts this morning.
Impossible scenarios playing out in my mind.
Long pauses. Deep breaths. Heavy thoughts.
I don't even know myself anymore.

I'm going to try and maintain my calm all day.
Hopefully the alcohol will cooperate with this agenda.

regrets - hopes

the past

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