and a calmness descends
2012-05-26 - 8:01 a.m.
Wake and bake.
Having strange thoughts this morning.
Impossible scenarios playing out in my mind.
Long pauses. Deep breaths. Heavy thoughts.
I don't even know myself anymore.
I'm going to try and maintain my calm all day.
Hopefully the alcohol will cooperate with this agenda.
regrets - hopes