Just fuck it
2011-03-23 - 5:36 p.m.
Here it comes.
I don't want to be depressed.
I don't have the energy to fight it though.
Sometimes I like to pretend to be someone else.Someone who is cool and confident and comfortable and funny and I don't know who I am kidding.
I am always just going to be myself and I hate myself.
I know he is going to blame everything on me at the end of the day.I'll never say the right things, never have the right expression,never be the right person.
Why can't he see that I'm on his side?
regrets - hopes