how can i convince you its me i don't like

on the verge

2007-01-27 - 6:22 p.m.

I rediscovered my love of paperclips.
I dragged one back and forth, back and forth near my wrist and created a nice little gash.
It hurts.

A few weeks ago my boyfriend beat the shit out of me. He nearly broke my nose and left bruises everywhere. plus he bit the hell out of my arm. I realy don't want to write down all the details. Some memories are best left in my head.
Anyway he needs to stop drinking.

Now I am living back at home and back to taking my meds regularly. I still feel really restless and depressed. Nothing seems to be going right.

I am always on the verge of a scream.

I just don't know what to do with my life.

regrets - hopes

the past

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