whenever you breathe out I breathe in
2006-07-06 - 1:16 p.m.
You're giving me bad advice
swim against the current
push through the water, fight the waves
drown, drown, drown
I'm starting to take in more water
Alot has happened.
I am going to leave alot out.
We fucked again.
Oh no.Oh well.
We went to fireworks together and to a movie last week.
I don't think we are dating though.
The whole situation is weird and a little fucked up.
He said I was aggressive.
I thought awhile on that one.
My doctor put me on a new medicine.
5mg for four days, then 10mg, then 15 and then increase my cymbalta from 60mg to 90mg.
I don't know how I feel about being on more medications. I hate being dependent on this shit.
I just feel kind of empty.
regrets - hopes