2006-06-21 - 6:13 p.m.

and while your head is spinning
hold on it's just beginning

I just gave him a ride to work.
Two drunks talking about how much they drank the night before.

He said he'd come over later tonight.
I'm just another silly girl.
I'm scared to have sex with him.I know that is what he wants, what he expects.I don't know...
I'm embarrassed about my body.I am fat and I have scars and I'm just gross.
Let me finish these two bottles of wine and whatever else follows and see how much I can lower my inhibitions.
I never thought, I just never thought...

Let's see what tonight will bring.

regrets - hopes

the past