2006-06-18 - 5:37 a.m.

The morning brings embarassment and some regret. I feel foolish and ashamed.I feel out of control.I am on the path to destruction and things are just getting worse.
I almost got fucked tonight and not in a good loving way.I almost don't care.
I get the feeling some may look down on me.Maybe they should.
I am still drunk.
I don't like who I'm becoming.
I have a feeling the summer will bring even more regrets.

regrets - hopes

the past