2006-06-11 - 5:45 p.m.

FUCK.

I can't do this. I just can't.It hurts too much. I am just falling apart. I love him so much and it is not fair. It's not fucking fair. I have so much to give and I tried so hard to be what he wanted.I went out of my way to make sure he was always comfortable.I tried to make him happy.And he left me.He fucking left me. It hurts so bad. I just can't take it. I can't breathe. Please, please help.

I don't want to live anymore.I just want this to be over.Please.

regrets - hopes

the past