2005-04-05 - 12:08 p.m.

Well I officially go on medication on Thursday and that is all I want to write about that.
I am tired of being sober.I want to do drugs.BAD.I hate being weak.I haven't caved and I hope I won't.Though I have started smoking cigarettes again.I hate that.ALOT.Oh well.
Not much to say.I've being staying home alot.Cooking and cleaning and such.I like it that way.
Frank works alot now so I don't see him as much as I'd like.This makes me frown.
I started writing again.Mostly nonsense but it makes me feel better.I'm writing for me.
I forgot how much I like music...

regrets - hopes

the past