2005-02-18 - 2:15 p.m.

I was drinking to forget but instead was flooded by memories.
I am trying to stay positive.That is hard when I feel like lying in bed and sobbing.Got to keep my chin up.Got to keep busy.
Kings of Convenience March 16th.At least I have that to look forward to.

I want to get drunk and cry and talk and scream.Will somebody listen?

regrets - hopes

the past