2004-08-23 - 12:01 p.m.

I take back what I wrote earlier, I don't hate anybody.That certain someone just makes me feel really confused and frustrated.Anyway...

The weekend was nice.It was nice to not have to work. Frank and I went bowling.That was lots of fun.

I am still depressed but this medication helps me handle it.I almost wish I could go back to therapy.Or at least have someone to talk to that kind of understood. I don't think I'll live long enough for any of my dreams to come true so from now on I'm going to quit trying and quit hoping.

If you feel like I feel ever feel free to talk to me.You know who you are....

regrets - hopes

the past