2004-08-14 - 12:21 p.m.

I have the urge to take a hot bath and cut my arm until all I can see is blood.

I feel used up.I have nothing left to give.

It's funny how easy it is to pretend.

I was just thinking about warren today and how he practically saved my life almost 4 years ago.How fast time goes by.I wish I had someone like that to talk to.But I always end up ruining friendships with people who mean so much to me.I wish he wouldn't of saved me.Now I am trapped.

I don't have the words right now.Maybe later...

regrets - hopes

the past