2004-08-12 - 9:19 p.m.

it has been awhile since my last post. since then i got drunk again and made out with doug again.There is just something about doug that makes me feel good or maybe i was just drunk. i feel like such a slut.what is wrong with me? Afterwards I was so wasted I almost tried to kill myself.If only that courage would last.So here i am again drowning my sorrows with vodka.ifrank deserves better. i wish he loved me.

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