2004-04-26 - 10:58 a.m.

Today I am feeling pretty good.I have an enormous amount of energy.I haven't cried once today!That is great because lately I've been crying like every five minutes.

I really want to get out of the house but nobody seems to be up for anything.I am debating whether I should go get coffee alone? Maybe I should just watch a movie? Sigh...

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I've just been wondering this lately. Am I fuckable??? Because sometimes I don't think Frank thinks so.Anyway I'm not going to think about it because it's bringing me down.

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