2004-04-25 - 2:13 p.m.

Things are at the least getting talked about and I feel that they're partly getting resolved.I think that Doug and I are cool now which is such a relief as I would hate to lose him as a friend.In fact I think Doug and I will, in the end,be better friends than ever.

Frank and I are still trying to figure out what we are.He is terrified of commitment and I understand that.He wants time to think and I am willing to give him that.I just want him to be happy.

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Anyway ... Yeah...

The last few days I have been so motherfucking horny.It is like I can't get off enough.Masturbation just isn't cutting it anymore.I guess there isn't much I can do about that right now.Oh well...

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regrets - hopes

the past