i'll slit my wrists before the week is out
2004-04-23 - 1:42 p.m.
Fuck.
I don't what to write, how to put into words what I'm feeling.
I have never been more confused in my life.
For the last three years I've been Frank's girlfriend.I felt like that was who I was,that was all I had.I felt like that is how everyone saw me, that people tolerated me because Frank was so cool.I'm beginning to think that is not compleely true.
I really need to talk to someone.I just don't know how to approach people.I don't know how to be honest,completely honest.I feel like I have no control.I feel like I'm losing it.
I can never push down the blade hard enough.
regrets - hopes
the past
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