it could never be
2003-07-23 - 11:38 a.m.
This weekend rocked.The party went great.I had alot of fun and got totally wasted.I just forgot about everything that is bringing me down and had fun.
We are moved out of the apartment now.I feel empty inside like I've lost something and I never recover it.Now that I'm back living with my parents all I do is sit in my room and cry.I hate it.My parents aren't horrible or anything, we just clash.
I can't sleep.Having a bed to myself is lonely.
I loved living with Frank.He is so happy to be living at home while I feel as though my life is ending.Sigh.
My family is going out of town next week.That will be nice,really nice.
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