how can i convince you its me i don't like

look away

2003-07-03 - 2:32 p.m.

Everyone always has that look on their face.I hate it.

I've given up on trying to stop cutting.It makes me happy so who cares if it is accepted or healthy.

It gets me through the day.It makes me feel good,beautiful, alive.I'm tired of caring what other people think.

No one will say anything.

I love the sting of the first cut.It makes everything ok.

I've decided.Maybe.Well I'm considering.

When will it all be ok?

regrets - hopes

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