2002-07-05 - 10:16 a.m.

Frank went on vacation with his family and he'll be gone for almost two weeks. I don't know what I'm going to do without him, probably be bored as hell. He's not just my boyfriend he's my bestfriend. I already miss him and it's only been a day.

I had a job interview this morning. It is not a job I really want but I need a job so I guess it really doesn't matter if I like it or not. They said they'd call me next week so I'll just wait and see.

Sometimes I feel so calm and focused that I feel like an entirely different person. Maybe that is not a bad thing?

regrets - hopes

the past