2002-06-30 - 4:44 p.m.

I've started on a new medication along with my paxil. I have never felt more calm in my life. I have so much more energy and concentration. It supposed to help me lose weight. I hope it works.

I feel really disconnected from everyone and everything, even frank. It breaks my heart that I really don't know what to say to him. I haven't really talked to any of my friends in a long time. I feel us all slowly growing apart. That makes me sad.

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