2002-01-15 - 9:32 p.m.

Well my dad has forbidden me to lie in bed unless it is to go to sleep for the night. He thinks I am pathetic for spending so much time there. He has taken away my safe place. I almost hate him for it. He screamed at me and I in turn just looked at him. He yelled at me more for looking at him wrong. Fuck. I felt so safe there. What am I to do now?

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