2002-01-14 - 8:11 p.m.

I often find myself getting too excited about things only to end up disappointed.

Today I got home from school, cleaned my room and then got in bed. Under the covers I feel safe. I laid there for a couple hours until my mom made me get up. When I am laying there I never want to get up. Every day I find myself spending more time huddled beneath the blankets, staring at nothing and wishing I never had to move.

Frank I love you. I am sorry I have been mean to you lately. You are everything to me.

regrets - hopes

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