2002-01-07 - 6:22 a.m.
I fell asleep at twelve last night only to wake up at one and spend the next four hours staring at the ceiling consumed by fear. I am going to throw up any second now. My whole body is shaking. I am so damn weak. Fuck. I am going to get to school and have a total breakdown. It feels like it's already starting. I keep hearing things... screams, voices, whispers. She is laughing at me.
regrets - hopes