how can i convince you its me i don't like


2002-01-07 - 6:22 a.m.

I fell asleep at twelve last night only to wake up at one and spend the next four hours staring at the ceiling consumed by fear. I am going to throw up any second now. My whole body is shaking. I am so damn weak. Fuck. I am going to get to school and have a total breakdown. It feels like it's already starting. I keep hearing things... screams, voices, whispers. She is laughing at me.

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