2001-12-29 - 11:20 a.m.

The last few days I have been hanging out with Frank alot. We've been having alot of fun together. It is wonderful to see him laugh.

Yesterday I tried so hard to have fun. I just feel disconnected from everyone and everything. I went to the mall with amber and I just felt out of place, like I didn't belong. I felt the same later when frank came over. I try so hard to be happy so people can be comfortable around me but sometimes it is so hard.

regrets - hopes

the past