2001-12-18 - 7:34 p.m.

I just had to write again. Today I cut. I used a knife for the first time. It didn't bleed enough, that kind of pissed me off. I really am so angry still. I know I'll probably end up doing or saying something I'll regret later. I usually do. I just feel like giving up. I hate the way I feel.

regrets - hopes

the past